So was it just me or did August sneak up on you too? I looked at my phone a couple of days ago and August 1st was the date. Where did June go? What happened to July! It is absolutely insane how when summer started I thought I had all the time in the world for anything in everything. Now I have two weeks until I start up my 1st year of college. WHAT?!?!?!?! Intense nervousness would describe my thoughts on that. It has however been a wonderful summer full of changes, growth and memories.
Training. What’s up?
Well let me just be honest for a moment. I am sooooo burnt out from training. I love working out and I love being healthy and all that jazz but I miss going to run just to run. Now I run because I have too. Instead of feeling good about myself for running, I get frustrated because my time wasn’t what I wanted or I had to walk more than I wanted. It has taken a tole on my body and my mind. My knee’s have started to really feel the pain from all this training. I am thinking of running a different half marathon that would be in november instead of september which would give me more time to train and would also be in the city that I live. It would allow more of my friends to come and support me…. which means a lot to me. I’m still thinking about it but I’m just discouraged and burnt out. I need that new “umph” of energy and encouragement. My worst fear is feeling like I have failed my dad though. I know I can do this, it is just the hardest things I have had to do… just like I said from the begining. I will keep yall updated… I have good days and bad days, it’s all apart of my journey.